iso 100. apt f/7.1. ss 1/30.

I am plagued by “should’ve known better”
The automatic blaming of myself 
Is interesting
Because the only person I can control is myself
But it does exempt everyone else from culpability 
It is good to hold myself accountable
But not necessary to see only fault in myself 
Not necessary to punish myself 
The worst fate possible?
Reliving my parents lives
But so much of me is them 
There is also more that is just me 
Open minded evolution 
I cannot be mad at not getting what I want if I do not do what I need to do to get it
And self beration at each failure 
Is not what anyone needs.