iso 100. apt f/7.1. ss 1/30. I am plagued by “should’ve known better”The automatic blaming of myself Is interestingBecause the only person I can control is myselfBut it does exempt everyone else from culpability It is good to hold myself accountableBut not necessary to see only fault in myself Not necessary to punish myself The worst fate possible?Reliving my … More

iso 100. apt f/4. ss 1/30. Reaching for my knowing Barred by overthinking Strategizing analyzing I am the only one with the power to limit myself And I am the only one with the power to let myself through I know what I need to do I just need to do it

iso 400. apt f/9. ss 1. I am plagued by “should’ve known better” The automatic blaming of myself Is interesting Because the only person I can control is myself But it does exempt everyone else from culpability It is good to hold myself accountable But not necessary to see only fault in myself Not necessary … More

iso 2500. apt f/5. ss 1/200. Focus on your journey It is easy to get distracted By the status of other’s adventures But every path is different Although some cross, join, and butt up against each other These are only temporary moments Your front and center view of their accomplishments Should not make you feel … More

iso 2500. apt f/9. ss 1/200. My mind scatters Grabbing the threads Of my tattered thoughts To try and knit something From this ungainly web. It is odd The need to cajole One’s own mind To function.